*****************♥ By:Briana Jarrell | Miss Literati" property="og:title" />
Page1 INTRODUCTON: I was ready TO DIE…yep i wanted to go to the BIG PLACE ABOVE..you see everyone thinks i got it good..I live in Beverly hills..Up in the Mountain part..by acre ridge.My mom is a lawyer my Dad was an entrepreneur yea hence the word ’’was’’.Anyway my so called good life? yea that wasn’t the case.Being bullied,& Talked about your whole life can really get you..
Then after all that your father dies..The one you cherish the most is gone to soon.BUT yet i kept my head up..that’s all i ever did.For two years straight i felt like crap sometimes i wanna just cry for years..and years after that it got worst..All i wanted to do was just be loved and know someone out there loves me and care for me.you know Relate to me.Fit my inclusiveness of needs.
My mom was always there and i love her so much,but i guess when you become a teen stuff downfalls?? Im not sure but i swear i was living in Hell..
Unless i was around Manda,Austin & Brenton..now they are my life..Those are my best friends and they go to Hawthorne..BUT im Home schooled _ YES! it was that bad..all the damn bullying and harass i couldnt take it anymore..so yea im home schooled
Me Manda,Austin & Brenton were all in Ballet Yes haa Boys do Ballet
Well we all had separate routines for a spot in the nut cracker i think that’s what we were doing i don’t remember but yea..we had 3 days before that day to come..so we had to hustle up!
Everyone had a chance to to pick there on genre so mines was hip hop.My turn was up right after Zeda She’s from Germany,So i put on my on Demi Pointes
and walked over to the floor.
At the moment i noticed i left my music.‘’Damnit!’’ thats what i said
My constructor asked whats wrong willow?
They call me that because i can whip my hair really good. (Makes A Straight Face)
Any who so i had called my mom and we headed to Walmart to go and Get some music,I wasnt sure what to get because the music i had was whip my hair..I had to hustle it was 4:30pm October 23rd and i was music-less if that is a word (Looks confused)
I started walking out down the aisle with golf clubs and stuff in it..to meet back up with my mom who was to busy being nice to everyone that passes her
as i was walking i heard this voice..a smooth voice..this baby voice that hit me to the core of my soul it caught my attention
It had stopped me in my tracks.Yes! it was that superhuman..I smiled for a minute like ohhh sh*t!! omg who is this??? as i still stood there..the words that were playing simply said
‘’Aye My Girl My Girl She Loves Me(Loves Me) I know im on her Mind Even when We dont speak”
Sadly they werent available yet.So i headed back Leslie Judge.That’s my ballet school
I asked if i can play a track from youtube.She said yes..So i looked it up.They’re Names Were *****************..and As soon as the beat dropped i went for it.haha yes i was doing ballet Off My Girl..And actually to be exact everyone there loved the song,loved my performance and loved **..and i did too.the way they moved
The way they make there face expressions and everything else! I couldnt wait to get Home to do more research.. i learned a little bit.how we both lived in cali and more but by time going by so fast my Teacher that home schooled me had just arrived so i had to quit for the moment after that it was late from all that studying and stuff.So i went to bed.I laid there like i hope they blow up! man i really like them.There awesome..the whole time blushing..I tried to practice remembering there names and birthday’s until i fell asleep..i finally did and That was the end of day1
But im just Getting started with this story come back and finish reading the rest tomorrow
It gets even better than This..-Keepers Of My Heart-
PAGE:2 I’m walking down the strips of Beverly hills..I was right by 4069 N Lecanto Just Hanging out with my Dog..From a distance i see a group of boys shopping..They were going into Beverly Plaza..3 Went in 1 Stayed out.I didn’t Dare to budge i kept walking..as i got closer i began to smile… his smile was impeccable..instantly it had just melted my heart..he had a head full of beautiful hair..his whole persona was as if he was an angel..yes,he was that dreamy..
As i Finally got to to where he was standing outside.he didn’t seem to budge he still ate on his snow cone and looked in the store windows of the strip..paying me no never mind
I knew who he was but i felt if no one even likes me!.Why would he? Once again i felt like crap..as iv’e been feeling my whole life! Feeling like that makes you seem like the whole world wouldn’t even care if you had died a tragic death..people don’t understand me..they don’t appreciate me for me.. I’ve been called everything to *****..to i wish your dead B****..
I instantly woke up! UGH!! i grunted that as hard as i could..the whole thing was a dream..
It was to good to be true he was to Beautiful He was to Extraordinary..
It was Friday Sometime in the afternoon..I Was home alone which is cool..I’m not home schooled on Friday’s so i was excited! very excited to look at more facts and interventions about these young boys..i went to Wikipedia first because it tells you a little bit more than most references…but actually that didn’t give me what i was looking for..I finally found a good source and they’re names and birthday’s were correct just like i had studied the night before..I said yes! that’s helps alot i was excited to the stardom of becoming *****************’s #1 fan
Up first was Princeton:THAT’S THE ONE I SAW IN MY DREAM!!!! my eyes had gotten so wide! He was the third oldest..He was A Taurus We were both from Cali..& our favorite color was green just like that SNAPS FINGERS i loved him instantly..
Second was:Ray Ray:He’s also beautiful..we were both Capricorns..my birthday is the 10th of January his was the 6th..and we both like the twilight series..also we both were influenced by Michael Jackson..and both were from California.
Thirdly was:Prodigy was aslo a Capricorn..once again he was beautiful and charming too.He could sing and so could i he was influenced by Mj like me and ray ray also..he was perfect..a lovely boy
Lastly:It was RocRoyal! The baby that was so fine! but i had dropped my jaw for everyone of them.so i wasn’t surprised of how cute he was too.Roc’s birthday was in july..i had always loved that july weather..i also liked his laid back wardrobe..he seemed cool and comfortable and i was so feeling it.
I looked at my Green G-shock i had on.I Had only 30 minutes before ballet..While i waited i laid in my bed..i looked up at the ceiling and i started to cry i knew these boys have already started changing me.They were something special..something you cant just find in any other boy..to there confidence to there charming looks..I knew the world was in for something great!.They were gonna bring some MAGNANIMOUS! to our young nation.
Already i was attached i couldn’t wait for the album..but i knew that would take sometime i could not get ******************off my mind at all..they were Lovely! at mind, heart, at soul, persona wise, and body WINKS they were my new inspiration.Unconditionally and physically.I had knew what love at first sight was then and there life had already changed for me..i felt it.no one could ever tell me otherwise.i wouldnt be convinced.They were sweet as can be
They were the New keepers of My heart♥
YOU GUYS WANTED MORE? HERE IT IS!
Page 3:I went through ballet and everything.Took a nice shower ate dinner did a little cleaning,BUT as bad as i wanted to bang and blast ‘’my girl’’ i was tired! Besides i had school in the morning.Once again i’m home schooled.My schedule for it is just like if i was attending a real school.I have a lunch time,biology essays,and all! We even have a cheer team and soccer team for everyone that’s home schooled by the community
Anyway i went to bed.I had to be up in the morning and the recital was here! I was excited but then i went and got some ’’Zzzzzzzz’’
(((HOLD UP!!!(WHILE IM TYPING THIS IT’S THUNDERING OUTSIDE BUT,ITS BLUE CLOUDS IN THE SKY im confused))) BACK TO THE STORY!!!!!
The 25th Was here i went and did school,hung,out,& went to my recital.Now i was suppose to dance to my girl.but i couldn’t i was so damn pissed because my costume was totally not the right costume to be dancing to ‘’my girl’’
I thought we would all have different costumes to fit our different genres..but NOPE! so i danced to Chris Brown’s fools with you..Im not being cocky but i killed it,and they loved it..i know i tried hard so there was no excuse for me to get any points taken from moving on to the next recital..It would have even more awesome if i could have danced to MY GIRL THOUGH!
ANYWHO:My homies(LAUGHS) Brenton,Manda,& Austin decided they’ll spend the night with me..they did and we were Bored so I Put on ‘my girl’’ by ** Of course and told them let’s Learn the whole routine they didnt want too.Finally i persuaded them and we learned it from beginning to end and IT WAS WONDERFUL Austin And Brenton were now ******************fans..
Except for Manda she wasn’t feeling it.she called them gay and they weren’t all that and she started messing with me just for liking them… something in her had changed.. she never acted like that towards me… she called me stupid, and more stuff! SHE WAS BULLYING ME IN MY OWN HOUSE!!i couldnt believe what was happeneing (IM CRYING RIGHT NOW AT THIS VERY MOMENT)
I looked at Brenton and he looked back at me and nodded his head as though he was saying ‘’Havent you had enough’‘?? ’’STAND UP FOR YOURSELF BRIANA!!!’’ so for the first time in my LIFE I DID. i Got off the floor stood up in her face and we started arguin
MANDA:OH LOOK AT YOU GETTING UP YOUR STILL WEAK AND THEY ARE GAY AND YOU MUST BE GAY TOO
ME:IM NOT GAY AND THEY ARENT EITHER YOU DONT EVEN KNOW THEM,,HOW CAN YOU JUDGE THEM?
MANDA:JUST LIKE IM ABOUT TO JUDGE YOU:YOU HAVE NOTHING!! YOUR A LOSER YOU HATE YOUR LIFE,YOU CANT LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND CALL YOURSELF PRETTY,YOU WANNA DIE,YOUR STUPID JUST KILL YOURSELF I’LL BE FINE AND MINDLESS GAYHAVIOR WILL BE FINE WITHOUT YOU..TOO
ME:(LOOKS DOWN TO FLOOR) (TAKES FIST) (PUNCH THAT ***!)
MANDA:IM OUTTA HERE! DUMB HEFFA
SHE PUSHED ME CALLED ME A ***** SLAMMED MY DOOR AND WALKED OUT
She waited outside for her ride and she actually left i never seen her since..Austin And Brenton were so proud of me..we continued to dance to ** and talk about how cool they are and more
LET ME POINT SOMETHING OUT
iv’e never stood up for myself before.. never!, I USE TO always just let people say what they want.BUT i LOVE ***************** & I REFUSED to let her talk about something i love..this is how you now ** was changing me physically.it felt good to stand up for myself and what i believe..and from that moment on..
I DID and if you know someone that is being bullied let them know they are beautiful no matter wht!!!
Tell them Dont give up and STAND UP FOR THEMSELVES even if the person is bigger or whatever let them know THIS IS YOUR LIFE you stand up for what you believe in and FOR YOU because YOU aspire for everything.YES #I STAND AGAINST BULLYING!!!!
If i would have never discovered anything about ******************and began to love them so much.i wouldnt have cared..i wouldnt have even said anything to her…and once again i would have been getting bullied.
BUT I LOVE THEM..AND SHE DISRESPECTED SOMETHING I LOVE!
THE POINT OF ME SAYING THIS IS BECAUSE: Thanks to ******************i haven’t been bullied for 12 Months i have called myself beautiful..iv’e gained confidence i have attended public schools but i like home school better so im home schooled again and ,,BECAUSE I STOOD AGAINST BULLYING AND I TOOK UP FOR MYSELF & FOR WHATS RIGHT!! YOU SHOULD TOO..NOW IM BULLY FREE BECAUSE OF GOD AND **-
They are the New keepers of My heart♥